You know what bothers me? How theres no way to contact you other than msn and maybe texting. Msn i wait until your on or you message my phone. As for texting, you cant really text. You can message me freely whenever but i cant. All i can do is wait and wait.
The past is now gone and i only look foward to the future. If only he knew. My words are harsh and it hurts because im straightfoward but those words are from the bottom of my heart. Im not a liar and i wouldnt do anything to hurt anyone..esp you baby.
Theres this one bitch. Whos full of lies , trying to get in between us. She knows hes mine yet thinks she has a chance. NOPE. Lied to my face when i was being really nice. Yet, he warned me shes gunna lie. LOL. She thinks me talking to her nicely is shitting. Lucky shes young. Oh wells. The funny thing is me and him already know shes just bull.
Know what i hate? How its all good so happy between me and him and then along comes this thing that really pisses us off. I want a barrier around me and aung and this one door only we both can open, open to those who are welcome and those who is really truely our friends who wouldnt ruin our relationship.
BYE junior year and HELLO senior year ♥ Even with the ups and downs i was happy enough and actually satisfied with this year compared to the other years before. This year was so funnnn and i love the fact how i got to learn slowly what happiness is truely about and its not something you wait for yet for you to explore and learn [experience]. I met new friends and its hard for me to let go of few of my friends as they are off to college </3! But dont worry WE BETTER KEEP IN CONTACT !!
GOOD/HAPPY THINGS ABOUT JUNIOR YEAR: - My friends. My family. My lover. - Hanging out. Chilling. Movies. Eating out. Taking pictures. - How i shoved myself with food non-stop only to regret how much i ate later on… LOL - How i bothered so many people in physics during class and i wasnt even paying any attention and Mrs. Li kept telling me to be quiet xD
BAD/SAD THINGS ABOUT JUNIOR YEAR: - I HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU…PHYSICS! you made my life so URG! - …SATs i hate you too! - OH…and you too REGENTS -_____-; - A few dramas here and there ..but it was manageable. - The temptation of cutting </3
Because of you im starting to understand what happiness is. Im starting to open up and bond it with the trust you have been gaining from me. I’ve been lost, in darkness. But my prince charming has saved me and showed me light. Baby i love you so much. Forever and always.
Even with through all those lies.. i cant stand leaving you. Now your my life and everything i have. I know and can see through all the shit.. ik youre a true person, just hesistant and less confidence. But i mean we can make it work right? I can continue with my hopes right?